rui: (aaaaaaaaaaah)
i will gladly stay an afterthought. ([personal profile] rui) wrote2011-02-15 04:26 pm
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Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

Super delayed because i couldn't think of one.

Everyone at work keeps telling me how exciting and awesome it is that i'm going to Japan, and i keep telling them how excited i am. But honestly, i can't say that i...feel anything at all. Even as i'm packing and preparing and budgeting and arranging moving things, nothing about this seems real at all. My mother told me yesterday that it was sad, because i was giving up one dream job for another, and that's pretty much it. No matter what i do and what i try and how much i plan, i can't imagine this future at all. I probably won't be able to comprehend it in the least until it's happening.