rui: (aaaaaaaaaaah)
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

Super delayed because i couldn't think of one.

day ten )
rui: (this is my skeptical face)
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

day nine )
rui: (i love when people love)
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

You know what, let me just. Put a huge motherfucking disclaimer on this. NO ONE IS REQUIRED TO MEET MY STANDARDS. EVER. If i say i like you, then i do, regardless of whether or not you see yourself on any of these lists.

IN SUMMARY:



day eight )
rui: (jyan~)
Having one of those days where i freak out about eeeverything. Which is stupid and i would like to stop now. I think i might've forgotten my pills yesterday and the night before, which may be a big part of the issue. Gj me! Being on the twice-a-day kind means you need to take them twice a day.

Also this post is also a gip because Matsujun's sparkly swishyfingers are the best thing ever.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

day seven )
rui: (to tangle with the salt in the air)
As a note, this post is a nice summary on a lot of my thoughts about friendship and understanding that i have been extremely poor at articulating. It's not 100% congruent with my thoughts, but still fairly accurate.

On to the meme.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

day six )
rui: (don't be crushed)
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

day five. )
rui: (don't be crushed)
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

This one is pretty boring. My mind is a pretty inane place.

day four )
rui: (schecksy)
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

day three )
rui: (books)
This day is hard.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

day two )
rui: (tea in my city)
I find it interesting to read these, so why not. I can't promise they'll be on 10 consecutive days, because pssh i am a terrible updater, but hey.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.

day one )
rui: (don't dive shallow)
First...impressions meme? On one hand i am so very terribly curious about this, on the other, i am terrible at remembering my first impressions of people once a real impression has been formed. So yeah. First impressions, now impressions, go for it.
rui: (hey pretty)
I don't really have Things to say lately. Or i do but saying them seems not really worth it, because they are the same things i have always been saying.

Anyway.

Honesty Meme


It is a thing that is important to me, honesty. And you can certainly comment anonymously, but i do tend to take things without an identity attached with a grain of salt. The anon button is a strange and complex subject for me, but i will do my best to be as honest as possible with anyone who comments. Which probably won't be anyone, but hey. This is your chance.
rui: (you can call me anything you want to)
not really expecting to hear much feedback from this, but hey, why not.

i've always wanted to tell you...
rui: (music pimping)
THE FANMIX MEME
rui: (you've got a new rubberband boy)
O me and my thoughts.

I've been having some conversations lately about the nature of attractiveness and attraction and sexuality. It's one of those things that makes me realize that i'm different than a lot of people--casual sex is okay by me, as long as everyone involved is zen with that. That's a really, really important caveat there. But i've been getting a profound sense of 'other' lately about certain things, as though my views are more different than i realize.

In short, i tend to surround myself with people i find sexually attractive enough that, were all parties interested, informed, and consenting, i would fool around with them. Most people would say it makes logical sense that they wouldn't be in a continuing sexual relationship with someone they couldn't be good friends with, but it doesn't necessarily seem to work in reverse. For me, the boundries between mentally attractive (read: we are compatible as friends) and physically attractive (read: i'd do 'em) are thin and blurred. Part of this is undoubtedly related to being polysexual in that my sexual interests aren't limited to a particular gender, but the rest? I don't know.

This sort of entry is probably preaching to the choir, as like attracts like on teh intarwebs, and in general the people who i rub virtual elbows with seem far better versed with these concepts than the average. But I still feel the need to offer a disclaimer--no, there is no danger of anyone being molested or anything like that. Unless you wanna be, anyway, which is a whole different conversation. No one is being secretly pined over, and i swear i'm not actually creeping on anybody. It's just the way i seem to be wired.

In any case, flist, tell me your thoughts! As an added bonus, if you ask, i will give you a mini-essay on how you are attractive to me and why. It's like a love meme but with more virtual touching! All answers would assume that the person in question is willing and their significant other, if one exists, is informed and totally accepting.

All responses are initially screened. I will unscreen discourse unless asked not to. All attractiveness essays will remain screened.
rui: (Default)
ITP:

Tell me something you think i should know. It can be anything, from your grocery list to a funny joke to something you'd like to get off your chest to anyone to something you've been waiting for the right venue to tell me. Negative, positive, funny, unfunny, whatever. Give me your porn, your 'your mom' jokes, scathing commentary on my bathing habits or parade of bad haircuts. Tell me what song you've been listening to on loop for the past week, what you ate for dinner, how bad you hate my rp characters, that you think i'd look great with orange hair (and who wouldn't?). Share your pet peeves, your undying loves, whatever's on your mind. Caveat: i'm not enabling anon comments. You need to tell me, that's the point.

All comments are screened. If it's something personal, i will reply or not as you ask but everything will stay screened. If it's your grocery list, i reserve the right to Judge You for your cool whip and velveeta choices. Otherwise, this is a Safe Space, by which i mean we will both be honest and i will listen openly, and speak openly if you want me to. Or keep my mouth shut if you'd prefer. Maybe it's not something you want to have a conversation about. That's fine too.

And if you comment, maybe post one of these of your own. Sometimes i feel like there are a lot of things that go unsaid because we're afraid to offend, afraid to be rejected, afraid to be honest, and afraid to hear the truth. I certainly know that i am sometimes, and feelings like that are never special-snowflakey.
rui: (so self-explanatory)
♥ What ten words would you use to describe yourself? If your friends were asked to describe you, how closely would all the lists match up?

stubborn, introverted, protective, analytic, intelligent, afraid, silly, practical, struggling, grounded

...I'm really not sure at all if my thoughts and the thoughts of others wold match up. In general i'm never sure what people really think of me.

And you know, this song is really terribly appropriate.
rui: (baw)
"OMG I LOVE YOUR _____": A RP Meme D'Amour : My Thread

look i'm a hooker love me love me. or don't, that's cool too.

Thought i was okay after spending almost two hours with the snowblower and my driveway, but tonight my hands are crippled, holy crap. The only digits that move easily are my thumbs. THIS BODES WELL. Especially since i'm going to get to do the whole thing again tomorrow, when there'll be another foot of snow on the driveway. The stuff in the yard is taller than my dog, and we had to shovel her paths so she can go out and potty.

Have taken advil and applied salonpas all over, which seems to be helping a little. You can do it, hands! We're too young to be arthritic.
rui: (thousand pink petals)
Meme stolen from [personal profile] corinthian/[livejournal.com profile] actualize

Leave a comment saying, "READ HARD" and I will give you five things I associate with you. Then post about what they mean to you, along with this, at your journal.

cutto for rambles )
rui: (baw)
Wooo sick. A round of antibiotics, some mucinex and delsym later, i'm probably working my way into bronchitis, yay. Apparently woke both my parents up last night with bouts of ridiculous hacking wheezing cough. It's so good to be me.

Had job interview yesterday. Cannot for the life of me tell how it went, because the one girl who was interviewing spent the entire time with her eyebrows up and that fake anxious grin that makes the cords in your neck stand out. Health insurance would be nice though. :/

O rite also
anon meme.
if you have anything terribly pressing to say. All i ask is that if you do respond, plz to pin your comment so that we can possibly have a dialogue or somethin'. :Db

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